I don't have a specific chosen profession. I have not yet decided what

I don't have a specific chosen profession. I have not yet decided what kind of specialist I will be in the future. I want to be a surgeon or a policeman, but I'm afraid. Being a surgeon is not easy, it takes a lot of courage and knowledge. You may be able to save some people's lives, but not others. You know how many people will give their lives into your hands, you need to be ready for this. You will hear thanks and curses at the same time, so it requires a lot of patience. He said that the profession of a police officer would be difficult for a girl. So I have many difficulties to enter this profession. Choosing a profession is so difficult, I don't know what profession I want. Nothing interesting or disgusting. It's hard for me to choose now